yeah, im an agnostic, but you have to understand im a second generation agnostic.  i was raised a christian, but that didnt work.  curiosity took over and what i found was an unending flow of ideas and religions and philosophies until i nearly drowned in thought.  finally at the end of my will (at that time) i gave in to the easy way out, the first generation of agnosticism.  i said it is not humanly possible to know any answers SO ITS NOT WORTH TRYING.  that's the flaw.  because the next stage oafter your old beliefs truely die in a lake of your mind created by new and strange ideas, is that second generation of curiosity.  giving up on understanding will never bring answer to any question and the questions will remain.  it rather inflamed my ponderings because all i was left with was my body, the world, ability to reason and a passion for doing so.  thus much more slowly and persistently, i sought answers to life's questions and slowly and persistently i found them.  until now, after earnestly trying to believe many things while accumulating vast knowledge, i have come full circle to give up hope of knowing all the answers BUT i now know i must always seek the answers, for only when the body of your old mind and believfs has completely decomposed and dissolved in the lake of answers waiting for you in the universe, can one finally realize fully and completely the perfection of this amazing universe and thus become one with it all for all eternity.