ah, nothing like the new to make the pain of the old go away.  i wasn't very sure (in fact, kind of doubtful in my signature pessimistic way) that kim had/has any interest in me, but now i am almost positive.  i saw her the other day while we (me, matt, mike, and jules) were playing hacky sack checkin out girls comin out of the magoffin building.  we either toss the hack on purpose to give one of the others a free ass-look or we'll stall it just to look at a hot chic go by.  i think we stopped the hack for kim to look at her, until we realized she was walking up to us (me).

oh god, she was so fuckin hot that day.  this green ambercrombie "jock" shirt just the perfect size, jeans that were probably very comfortably loose in the right spots and nice and tight in the right spots, too, and those "cool hack shoes".  and as always, the centerpiece of her attire, that joyful almost-kid smile (with her playful lips), deep loving eyes, and cute lil nose.  damn, if she had just jumped and kissed me that day, i would have to have sat down, lol.  i think i would have been floored.  she was nice n flirty that day, playing with my beard, joking around, etc.

just, there was no denying that there was..  IS interest there.  i just HAVE to see her again and get her number, like tomorrow.  but its so hard to ever spot her on campus.  i actually have been looking for her for like a week.

damn, she's hot.  damn, she's cute.  i bet she's incredible on a much more personal level.  i just want to smoke with her sometime.  that would be truely euphoric.